Life is always unpredictable. You will never know what it will throw at you next. In July last year, I experienced a similar issue as you. Losing a job is not an easy thing. I remember my boss calling me on a Tuesday morning and telling me that I should not report to work. I was so confused because I hardly had any savings. For a moment, I thought my life would come to an end. But do not worry, you are not alone. At first, you will feel the shock and it will pain you. But if you talk and share with other people you will feel at ease. Another thing that you should understand is that it is not the end. When a door closes, another one opens automatically. Further, the challenges that we encounter in life shape us to a better version of ourselves. You just have to look beyond the current problem and move forward. Consider it as an inspiration to be better than you were. You should perceive it with positivity and work towards achieving your dreams. Remember that you are supposed to grow rather than remain in the same place. As a result, this is an opportunity for you to look for other companies to work for. Probably bigger ones than the one you were serving.
I have come to believe that, when you lose something you value, you get a better replacement. Do not feel like you are useless as I assure you that you belong. Always understand that I am here for you. Also, there are other people willing to help if you only say the word. Be encouraged, open up, to avoid stressing upon the matter. As I said, I struggled with depression thinking hard of what my life would become. But you should know that it gets better. I decided to speak to a friend, and I commend you for taking a similar step. At first, I could not get acquitted of the fact that I had to stay at home every morning when I woke up. I decided to keep myself busy by volunteering at a small company near my town. At the same time, I send several applications to different organizations. I cannot say it was easy because I relied on family and friends for upkeep but I got used to the hustle by the day. After the first two weeks of my volunteering, the company decided to offer a small allowance and that is how I survived through it. After four months, I have attended different interviews and shockingly, I got three job offers with higher salaries than my previous job. So, friend, take it easy, keep yourself busy and sooner than you know you will land a better job.